Thursday, May 3, 2012

So hello blog and my six followers.  I am the worst blogger known to man.  The funny thing is I am an okay journal writer.  I actually have two other journals (one online and one in book form) plus I post on Facebook here and there.  I find myself sometimes saying, "I need to be a better blogger", but uhhh I just am not good at it.  Plus, I am a horrible picture taker.  Jay takes all the pictures and usually with his phone. 

Well excuses, excuses...  For those who only keep in contact me via this blog we are going to be having another girl.  Super excited and way stunned with how fast it is going.  I cannot believe I am already 28 weeks!  I was just at a baby shower this evening and met a wonderful lady who just had her fourth child and her oldest is 6 years old too.  We both had this "connection" moment like, "you are just as crazy as I am".  "Ah, it feels so good to know that I am not in this boat alone".  I definitely feel like I am alone at times.  So many people I feel are looking at me with three little kids and pregnant with the, "wow, she is out of her mind for having so many little ones".   Well news flash - there are many times where I do feel out of my mind with all of the demands of my family, but I sure do feel like having a fourth child right now is the best thing for us right now.

Today Brooklyn and Kaelyn had their first dentist appointments.  They both got their teeth clean and a clean bill of health.  I did take pictures, but somehow they didn't get saved on my phone correctly (telling you I can't take pics).  They both did super well!!  I was so proud of them as I was sitting there watching them in the chairs.  Such beautiful little girls!

Well we leave for a one week trip to Las Vegas in a week.  I cannot wait to see friends and family that I haven't seen for a while.  I love Colorado, but miss all of the close friends in Las Vegas.  I miss the coop group and was actually talking to another mom in our stake tonight about starting one here.  She loved the idea so we shall see.  Loved the coop because I felt like I had instant friends and so did my kids.  We shall see.